one step back | one step forward
I'm on the same floor... I was kind of scared, seeing what happened last time, but nothing's flown across the room yet. Same rainforest theme, but it looks...like something twisted it up or something. It don't make any sense either. As for the uh, creative wallpaper... I can't help but feel that a higher being wants to send me a message. 'You know you want to have sex, Kaylee. See what you're missing out on.'
It's only been a couple days. You'd think I wouldn't be this unhappy about being separated.
You know what's worse though? It's not that I want Simon here. I mean, I do, I want everyone here! But I feel like I'd also be happy if I wasn't...you know...taken. At first it felt really good to say, "Yeah, I have a boyfriend!" It was special, right?
But maybe long-term relationships aren't for me after all. If it wasn't for the fact that he lived on the ship too... I've always liked wanderin' to all parts of the 'verse on Serenity, you know? Freedom and all that. I don't like bein' tied down. But I can't tell if this is a me-and-Simon problem or if it's a me-stuck-in-a-hotel problem.
Why's this got to be so darn complicated? :(
Also, why is my Gadget ringing non-stop? It's not broken...
It's only been a couple days. You'd think I wouldn't be this unhappy about being separated.
You know what's worse though? It's not that I want Simon here. I mean, I do, I want everyone here! But I feel like I'd also be happy if I wasn't...you know...taken. At first it felt really good to say, "Yeah, I have a boyfriend!" It was special, right?
But maybe long-term relationships aren't for me after all. If it wasn't for the fact that he lived on the ship too... I've always liked wanderin' to all parts of the 'verse on Serenity, you know? Freedom and all that. I don't like bein' tied down. But I can't tell if this is a me-and-Simon problem or if it's a me-stuck-in-a-hotel problem.
Why's this got to be so darn complicated? :(
Also, why is my Gadget ringing non-stop? It's not broken...
- feeling kinda:
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